The Photobomber (BBBC-2017-02)

A few days ago, my friend reminded me of something funny that had happened while we were on vacation. I’d all but forgotten about the incident, but as soon as she mentioned it, I remembered it pretty clearly. As if it’d happened just last week and not five months ago.

Memory is a strange thing, isn’t it? Perhaps a few days from now, I’ll forget the incident again. Or, maybe since I’m sharing the story, it will forever remain etched in my brain. Then again, maybe not.

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This image has nothing to do with the story.

The incident was nothing major, really. It was one of those spur-of-the-moment things that turned out to be kind of funny.

Annelies and I were walking along a street in the lakeside town of Hallstatt, Austria, when I noticed a group of Asian women taking photos of each other. It was a beautiful, but very touristy, town, and it was full of tourists.

Normally, I would offer to take their picture for them. This time, for some unknown reason, I decided to photobomb them instead. So I ran up and posed behind one of the women being photographed. The woman with the camera got a shocked look on her face and squealed loudly, laughing.

I started to apologize, but then the ladies were all saying “No, no. Thank you, thank you!” They were all laughing, motioning me to pose, as if I were photobombing them again. Even Annelies and I were laughing by then. These women were so happy to have been photobombed.

Later, the more I thought about it, the funnier it became. People around the world who don’t see a lot of Americans and only know us through movies, TV, and the media can have a distorted view of Americans. Imagine these women having read about weird habits of Americans, including photobombing. Then, they go one vacation, and are photobombed by a large American stranger. They probably went home and told everyone Americans really do randomly photobomb people. Look, it happened to them.

I wonder how many times my photo has been shown around their village.

“Look, look, um, American photobomber! In real life. In some little town on the edge of Austria. We weren’t even in their country and she photobombed us anyway! Crazy, rude American.”

I wish I had a copy of the picture.

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Hallstatt, Austria

 

Ole Miss (BBBC-2017-01)

IMG_0014This is the first post in the Brave, Bold Blogger Challenge 2017. Yep, day one of a 28-day challenge and I’m less than two hours from missing the deadline!

Before I dive into post #1, I have to say I’m excited to see Mark, Rachael, Richard, and Steve returning from last year. And, check this out, three new blogger participants. Lynne of CurvyRoads, who many of you already know, Highway Lass (name as yet unknown to me), and Ginamarie from Two Wheels Two Feet.

I’m excited to see y’all joining in. Truly. I believe it will help keep me on track and, more important, it’s always fun learning more about you fine folks and meeting more like-minded people, too!

The topic of this first post was an easy one for me. Much easier than coming up with 27 other prompts that made at least some sort of sense.

This is a big year for me. In a few days, I will have been on this Earth for half a century. Gulp. I can’t bring myself to say that “F” word just yet. Yes, age is just a number. No, I’m not worried about the appearance of wrinkles, gray hair, and such. And I truly believe that getting old is better than the alternative. It’s just a hard word for me to use to describe myself.

Anyway. I figured I would celebrate by taking off on a solo adventure. Not in February, though. I’d like it to be a bit warmer so I can enjoy some beach time. I need to shed some pounds, too. My riding pants are WAY too tight. Even the larger pair I bought late last year. That’s another story.

It’s going to be one of those rides where I kinda-sorta have a destination in mind, but no real timetable. There are actually three states I haven’t been to in the contiguous US: Louisiana, Mississippi, and Alabama. Of those three, the one I most hope to visit is Mississippi because it seems to have the prettiest beaches. It’s between the other two states, too, so Louisiana and Alabama would be hard to miss.

I’ll take my time getting there, stay as long as I want, or not stay if that’s what I feel like. I just want to be free for a week or two. Since I have survived into old age, I feel like I have earned it. LOL.

I don’t know when I am going, and I may not know exactly where, but I do know I’ll be going to Mississippi this year. I’m looking forward to seeing where everyone else is headed, too. So, ta-ta for now (TTFN).

Brave, Bold, Blogger Challenge (BBBC) 2017

Back by popular demand, sort of, it’s the Brave, Bold Blogger Challenge!

It’s not super-challenging, and it isn’t a real contest either. Simply put, it’s a way to make February go by a bit more quickly for me and my Moto Blogger buddies.

Most bloggers I know are moto bloggers, but any bloggers can participate.

Better yet… there are NO rules! The idea is to post daily, addressing the theme that coincides with that day’s date. But if you have to play catchup, no problem!

You can use images and/or pics to address the themes. Be creative.

Add your name in the comments, and the address you want me to use for the link. I’ll update this post to include a list of participants, with links to each blog, so you can see who else was brave enough to take on the challenge.

  1. State you most hope to visit this year
  2. A special memory from 2016
  3. Least favorite household chore
  4. Annual mileage goal
  5. A hard lesson you’ve learned
  6. Your favorite motorcycle gadget/gizmo
  7. Vegetable
  8. Three pics you’ve never shared
  9. Strange thing you believed as a kid
  10. Favorite sandwich
  11. A national park you’d like to visit
  12. Mother
  13. Open concept or rooms with walls
  14. What Valentine’s Day means to you
  15. Random act of kindness
  16. What are you thankful for today?
  17. Simple pleasure
  18. Church
  19. Reflection
  20. Favorite road close to home
  21. Misinformation
  22. Pick a color then share seven interesting images featuring that color
  23. Share a photo taken from your front door today
  24. What you ate for breakfast
  25. Share the 25th image you come to on your camera or phone
  26. Three songs you love to sing along with
  27. Nature trail or city street for walking
  28. The Febryary image on your wall calendar

Have fun!

BBBC #28 Childhood Photo

As I flipped through my Mom’s old photo album, looking for a childhood photo of myself to post, I couldn’t help but think about my family, and my childhood, and time’s relentless march. Not all of the memories are good ones, but I seem to have survived okay. And, like time, I keep marching on.

I couldn’t pick just one image, surprise surprise.

Sorry for the poor quality. These are pictures of pictures. My scanner isn’t communicating with my computer at the moment and I don’t have the patience to try and figure out why.

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I think this was around age 2, but am not sure.

 

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Pretty sure I’m 3 in this pic.

 

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Around age 5.

That pic was taken while I was in kindergarten. I remember that haircut. I HATED it. I think I hated it more because it was called a “pixie cut” than because of the way it looked.

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Guessing I was 6 or 7. Still had my baby teeth.

 

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Age 9.5 for sure. The US bicentennial photo.

 

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Either 10 or 11.

I made that T-shirt. Well, I decorated it anyway. That heart was a free iron-on that came in my Mom’s Woman’s Day magazine. I remember the oddest stuff.

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Age 11

Yes, the quality of that image is especially poor, but I had to share it. I LOVED that pogo stick. I remember one time when I was counting jumps, I got to over 1,000 without stopping. I don’t remember the exact number, but I know it was over 1,000. Momentous accomplishments such as that are hard to forget.

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Age 15

Fast-forward to age 15. The beginning of my second year in high school.

 

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Age 22

 

I may have felt like a grown-up, but, looking back, I know I was still a kid there. A Mom at age 22. Think of all the girls who have babies even younger. I canNOT imagine…

I hope y’all enjoyed that whirlwind tour through my childhood.

BBBC 27 – Specific Selfie

It’s sort of obvious that I am still playing catch-up, so I decided not to mention that particular fact any more. Okay?

I’ve never really liked the way I look in pictures. I guess my image of myself is just different than reality. But that’s okay.

I do take a lot of selfies, relative to some people, but they’re usually sort of wacky and fun (I think) and rarely show my whole face. Thursday, I did one for the Challenge.

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ToadMama

I hate it. It’s silly, really. I know this. I mean, that’s me.

I AM getting older. I do have wrinkles. I am carrying around more body weight than I should be. I don’t wear make-up. I’m a casual dresser. But my body and its accouterments are just a vessel. If I looked like a lovely princess, I’d have to act like one. And I’d be willing to bet I enjoy life more than a stuffy ole princess. I even have my own Prince Charming.

Speaking of which, or whom…

We’ve had a bit of nice weather recently. Nice enough, in fact, that my PC and I went for a motorcycle ride on Thursday. Woot!!!

It was awesome. We rode out to Flint Hill to the Griffin Tavern and ate dinner on the patio. In March.

Afterward, knowing I hated the selfie I captured earlier, I asked the prince to take a picture of me for this post. Here’s what he captured.

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The Beast

Does that mean my handsome prince loves his motorcycle more than me?

Nope. It means he’s a smart-ass. I love him anyway.

Then he captured this lovely image.

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ToadMama and Her Steed

My hair is really getting long. Soon, I’ll try an experiment. If it fails, I’ll just revert back to short, sassy, and very low-maintenance.

If it’s a success, I think there may be more selfies to come.

Happy Saturday, everyone!

BBBC #26 – Making a Living

causes1I write proposals for a living. Basically, customers tell us what services they need by submitting a request for proposal (RFP) and it’s my job to tell them how we will perform the services, how much experience we have, provide an overview of my company’s history, organizational details, etc., answer any other questions the client has, and figure out how much it will all cost.

I’ve doing basically the same thing for about 17 years. The first four of those years I worked for a large investment management company. There was a reorganization and my specific job was eliminated. I could have applied for other very similar positions, but wasn’t really interested in investment management. And, more important, I wanted to work closer to home instead of having to commute into downtown Baltimore on a daily basis.

That’s when I started writing proposals (and developing budgets) for a clinical research organization (CRO). A CRO is not a biotech, pharmaceutical, or device manufacturing company, but a company that provides some or all of the wide range of services that biotech, pharma, and/or device companies need to support clinical research studies.

It’s very deadline-oriented and can make for some long and/or intense days. I know enough about all of the different services and their cost drivers (number of subjects/patients, length of the study, location of the sites, number of sites, etc.) to piece together a basic text document and draft budget. The real challenge lies in getting all of the in-house functional experts to fill in all of the details and provide the specific input needed to finalize the text document (range from about 10 to 80 pages) and make sure the budget matches the specifications the client requires.

busy-guyIt sounds easy, but there are tons of variables to consider. For example, what phase of development is the study? Pre-clinical work is all the stuff that’s done before a drug or device is actually used on people. It could just be the regulatory filings needed to get a product approved for use in clinical studies, it could be toxicology tests (done in animals), in vitro studies (test tube stuff), or it could be a combination of both. Phase 1 studies are typically first-in-man trials (the first time a drug, device, or drug/device combo is administered to actual people). Phase 1 studies are typically done to test a product’s safety and/or identify the proper dosage strength and schedule. Most Phase 1 studies use healthy volunteers as opposed to patients suffering from a specific disease or condition. The main focus is safety, i.e., will a product cause any harm or more harm than it’s worth? There are different categories of studies within each phase of development, so the line can get a bit blurry.

Phase 2 studies (and many later-stage Phase 1 studies) are done in patients. The enrollment and/or treatment periods are typically longer, and there are usually a lot more patients. That’s when they start looking harder at safety — they ALWAYS look at safety — and start analyzing efficacy, i.e., does a product work? Tolerability is usually analyzed more closely, too (to determine what, if any, side effects there are). Phase 3 studies are even bigger and often longer. That’s when researchers look at longer-term effectiveness and monitor side effects over a longer period. Phase 4, also called “post-marketing,” are studies conducted over many years involving thousands of patients taking drug products or using devices that have already been approved for use.

I’m explaining it simply, but there is a lot of technical scientific, medical stuff involved.

If you want to know more about the whole drug development process, here’s a link to the FDA for you. I make it sound really simple and straightforward, but there are a lot of nuances and variables to consider. My company supports studies on a global basis, so there are not only US FDA regulations involved, but other regulatory bodies, too. Canada has it’s own group, similar to the FDA, known as Health Canada. The EU is governed by what is now known as the European Medicines Agency (EMA), which used to be called the EMEA (I forget what that stood for) until folks started using “EMEA” to refer to the geographic region containing some countries in Europe, the Middle East, and Asia.

Am I boring you yet?

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There really are lots of nuances and things to consider when developing a proposal and budget for a study or studies in any phase of clinical development.

I always chuckle when people find out I work from home then say they’d love to  work from home, too, and ask if my company is hiring. I don’t work from home because of the job, I work from home because I have acquired the skills that are needed to be able to do this job from home. It took many years to get here. And I am still learning. Proposal managers burn out quickly, for good reason. So people with my level of CRO experience are so hard to find that companies are willing to let people like me to work from home because they cannot find potential employees locally with just the right skill sets.

It’s interesting, challenging, and very unpredictable. Figuring out the costs is done using a multiple spreadsheet Excel workbook. Each spreadsheet has many rows and all of the worksheets are linked in various ways.

Once a proposal has been submitted to a client, they often come back — this is called a re-bid — so we can add services we may have left off, remove services the client doesn’t want, figure out how to reduce our costs in some way, etc. We might get a week or two to work on a new proposal, but the turnaround time on re-bids is usually a couple of days.

Oh, and I am also responsible for getting bids from third-party vendors (often more than one) for services we do not provide that are needed to support the study. It takes a lot of coordination.

I spend a lot of time on the phone asking and answering questions. And I use e-mail A LOT. I’m always chasing people down, nagging folks, nicely, to give me the info I need in a timely fashion. The thing is, those people all have other jobs to do. And they’re usually pretty busy and working under deadlines of their own.

This is why, when the work day is done, I typically don’t want to look at a computer for the rest of the night.

Now you know how I make a living. It was all crystal clear, right?